My brain is fundamentally broken. It consistently fights itself, clouding my judgement and dilutes my decision making abilities. I want to introduce you to the 4 characters my mind splits into when processing a thought. I imagine them as characters fighting against each other, then when one of them wins it guides me down a path that satisfies it.
The dark avenger rarely hunts down a problem, and stays mainly reactionary. His responsibilites remain defensive but aggressive. He will take a solid black and white stance making the actual problem not the issue, but the desire for swift harsh punishment for the offending deed.
The dark avenger unfortunately gets quelled by reality Paul, or the Paul with no name, when his influence becomes too strong, but also keeping the total Paul out of trouble.
This part of paul's brain uses his actual intellect to dissect problems and is actually becomes useful to other people. The mad scientist will go out of his way to answer questions, solve problems, and give advice. He does possess the actual genuine desire to heal, but he does it more to satisfy his fragile ego.
The mad scientist will step in when the paul with no name doesn't seem to want to get then job done. He will take a problem, analyze it and usually conquer it easily. He loves confrontation, he thrives on complicated problems, and he loves lying, manipulation, and social entrapments.
Reality paul is a little introverted when it comes to outside issues, keeping his focus on his family. He is the only part of my brain who has the override key when shit gets out of hand. He handles problems by using all advice from the other three and diplomatically choosing what's best. He works well with the paul who has no name.
The Paul with no name shines through with the most stressful, deep rooted problems that have no easy solutions to them. He convinces reality Paul that nothing truly matters, and in reality that none of them exsist. He keeps peace, distributes compassion, and although relatively new to the other 3, he maintains the most influence over Paul. Sadly, he is not nearly called upon enough, and does not actively step forward taking control keeping a passive eye on most situations.